Ive learned one important lesson from this: to always be sure before you go into a relationship. This is the first time i have ever been broken up with, i’ve always broken up with people in relationships, i’ve honestly never appreciated a relationship or put much loyalty in one, but this… Is lesson learned. For someone to tell me that they’re not sure about me or us - i never want to put another single human being through this pain and self-doubt. So please, those first time butterfly jitters will fade and if they don’t…well you may be lucky but Don’t hurt anyone if you didnt find it. There’s a reason they say love is patient.
Sometimes it may seem dark, but the absence of the light is a necessary part.
I swear the more a relationship is fucked up the more you feel like you need their ass